Just an ordinary girl

Trying hard to be a better Verni ;)

Today is not like another day. Since the morning, I have felt a different spirit to be a “better” Verni. It is like something punching my head and telling me that I cannot wait any longer to change and help myself. Therefore, I do think and try to figure out what I suppose to do. The first thing that bothers me too much lately is my English ability. It seems urgent for me to improve my language skill. I decide to ask Mida, one of the best English teachers that I have ever known as my mentor. I will write everything that comes across my mind and email it whenever I want. She will read it, correct my grammar mistake, and send it back to me. I choose this method because I always like sharing story with her. Beside that I can get another benefit because she can correct my grammar so that I can improve my English. As people often say, the best way to master a foreign language is by practicing it and that is what I am trying to do now.

Another thing is that I always feel moody. It affects all of my activities especially while I am studying. I cannot focus and concentrate on my subject. There are so many things that can distract my attention such as chatting with my friends, sleeping, reading novels, daydreaming, etc. I realize that I have to handle them now; otherwise, I can ruin my last semester. Spirit and motivation are two things that I need more. In addition, I read that mind power is important to motivate and help people reaching their goal. We are what we think and our mind can attract positive energy around us if we keep thinking positively. I do not know whether this information is valid or not, but it does not cost me anything to try.

I hope this spirit will last forever and I can be a better person from day to day. Not only in things that I have said before but also in everything that I do and I think.

posted by verni @ 11:49 PM